de novela

ahora salgo con un vecino.
una risa.

guide me back, how can i go on?

Now the wind has lost my sail
Now the scent has left my trail
Who will find me, take care and side with me?
Guide me back safely to my home
Where I belong, once more

Where is my star in heaven's bough
Where is my strength, I need it now
Who can save me, lead me to my destiny?
Guide me back safely to my home
Where I belong, once more

Who will find me, take care and side with me?
Guide me back safely to my home
Where I belong, once more

How can I go on?
How can I go on this way...

When all the salt is taken from the sea
I stand dethroned
I'm naked and I bleed
But when your finger points so savagely,
Is anybody there to believe in me?
To hear my plea and take care of me?

How can I go on
From day to day?

Who can make me strong in every way
Where can I be safe
Where can I belong
In this great big world of sadness

How can I forget
Those beautiful dreams that we shared?
They're lost and they're nowhere to be found
How can I go on?

Sometimes I start to tremble in the dark
I cannot see when people frighten me
I try to hide myself so far from the crowd
Is anybody there to comfort me?
Lord... take care of me.

How can I go on from day to day?
Who can make me strong in every way?
Where can I be safe?
Where can I belong,
In this great big world of sadness?

How can I forget
Those beautiful dreams that we shared?
They're lost and they're nowhere to be found
How can I go on?

estoy ordenando. encontré mi camisolín rosa debajo de una pila de ropa, tiene olor a garche. tiene olor a garche detenido en el tiempo, de una vez que uno casi me hizo acabar. casi me hizo acabar, dos veces.
a lavar.

the unraveling and the raising of the phoenix

One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends

One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened
And I'll be married with children and maybe adopt

One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life urgent for a finish line
I have been missing the rapture this whole time, of being forever incomplete

...para los fanes

se va entendiendo el esquema?
esto de mudar de piel es adictivo.
deje su mensaje a partir de la señal, y yo le mando un mail con la nueva dirección.
ponele.

how to disappear completely

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone

adio, adio, pasó el tren.
pulling yet another grillparzer.